to you. (but only in half)

You’re a marvelous being a creature even to science unknown
Sure you have a DNA code and fingerprints your own
Yet your faith is not complete
You fear defeat
Unspoken fears of definite failure
Though you won’t there
Don’t forget that your life is not you’re own
Called to let your light be shown
Cities of darkness churches gone down
Yet there are people in one certain town
With every breath you feel your heartbeat
Intensifies with every person you meet
The desire to go, to tackle the unknown
Fear, Anxiety, the soul’s unheard moan
You want to dance with gladness
But you’ve been handed days of sadness
Into your relationships it all permeates
Constantly reminding you of feelings you hate
It has to be painful watching from the outside
With unexplainable feelings on the inside
Seeing your dreams in the distance
Being on the other side of the fence
When will you let it go
Yahweh has so much more to show
Be insecure, doubt, and even fear
Allow Yahweh to draw near
You’ll do just fine
You’ll see this in time
Walk on the waters of the sea named doubt
Don’t take your eyes off of the one who casts it out
This you already know
You’ve told me so
Just trust and believe
Spend some time on your knees
Be patient and daring
Never give up on caring
One day you’ll look back and laugh
The times you believed- but only in half.